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I love believing in a God who saves. A God who forgives the sins that we commit every second.
He forgives the hypocrisy.
He forgives the anxiety.
He forgives when we judge wrongly.
All of which are human qualities, not qualities of christ, who we try (and fail) to act like. That's what chrisianity should be; looking to be christ like. In his time, Jesus was the one who hung with all the lower people, those who the world looked down on and he picked them up. We should not look down on those less fortunate than ourselves.
We should always remember that because we're chosen, does not mean we're better. It means we are aware. We should not, I repeat, not take this holiness (this set apart-ness) to the point where we are above anyone else, nor is our sin any less serious. We are just as deadly horrible as everyone else.
But I am and always will be thankful that I was blessed to grow up Christian. If I had not, I would have seriously considered killing myself, one of these past weeks, if not previous months. If I was not taught what I was taught, I would have become a cookie cutter woman; anorexic, bitter, broken on the inside, craving for attention in all the wrong places.
I don't know about those atheist, but I couldn't bear living a life where everything rested on my shoulders. Where I'm striving to fill that hole in my heart that nothing seems to slake. If it makes them feel good to be an atheist, then we can't stop them. And obviously it does, I mean look how they have to make a point and bash christians. Makes them look so happy over there. :U
Love you guys. ALL of you. May God bless and keep you, give you peace of mind. <3